alexandra sandström

Here I am again
Talking to myself
Sitting at a red light
Both hands on the wheel
How am I supposed to feel?
So much running through my mind

First you wanna be free
Now you say you need me
Giving mix signals and signs
It's so hard to let you in
Thinking you might slam the breaks again

Put the pedal down
Heading out of town
Gotta make a getaway (getaway, getaway)
The traffic in my brain's
Driving me insane
This is more than I can take
You tell me that you love me first
Then throw your heart into reverse
I've gotta get away

I can't keep coming back to you
Every time you're in the mood
To whisper something sweet in my ear
It's so hard to move on
Cause every time I think you're gone
You show up in my rear-view mirror

Is this just a detour?
Cause I've gotta be sure
That you really mean what you say
It's so hard to let you in
Thinkin you might slam the breaks again

Put the pedal down
Heading out of town
Gotta make a getaway (getaway, getaway)
The traffic in my brain's
Driving me insane
This is more than I can take
You tell me that you love me first
Then throw your heart into reverse
I've gotta get away

To a place where I can be redefined
Where you're out of sight
And you're out of mind
But the truth is, I can't even say goodbye

Here I am again
Talking to myself
Sitting at a red light
Both hands on the wheel
How am I supposed to feel?
So much running through my mind

Put the pedal down
Heading out of town
Gotta make a getaway (a getaway)
The traffic in my brain's
Driving me insane
This is more than I can take (I can take)
You tell me that you love me first
Then throw your heart into reverse
I've gotta get away

Thee saddest song I ever heard 
Was the last song I wrote down for you 
It was the saddest thing you've ever seen 
Me in my chair and you gone 

But I still tried to sing 
In case you walked back through my door 
And with tears in my eyes 
And choke in my throat I held hope 

Because we have some good things 
And we have some broken things I know 
I know that we had some old things 
But damn they were our things 
I know 

But I know it could never be different 
But I wanted to say that I miss you 
But you're not coming home 

The hardest thing I've ever done 
Was sit down and tell you my truth 
It was the hardest thing to look at you 
To look at you and tell you my truth 

But I still hide to tell it 
My hope wrapped in faith that you'd stay 
And my prayers scream to prayin' for you 

 

Because we have some good things 
And we have some broken things I know 
I know that we had some old things 
But damn they were our things 
I know 

But I know it could never be different 
But I wanted to say that I miss you 
But you're not coming home 
Not coming hoooooome 
You're not coming hooome 

Because we have some good things 
And we have some broken things I know 
I know that we had some old things 
But damn they were our things 
I know 

But I know it could never be different 
But I wanted to say that I love you 
Do not coming home 
Not coming home...

du kommer alltid ha en bit av mitt hjärta.

There's been times, I'm so confused
All my roads, They lead to you
I just can't turn, And walk away 

It's hard to say, What it is I see in you




vet inte riktigt om du förstår hur tydligt du visar att jag för dig är värdelös och ingenting.
jag funderar nästa på varför du har varit kvar o träffat mig i över 1 & halvt år, när du avslutade med orden 
"kommer väl kännas ett tag men vafan finns ju hur många nya tjejer som helst så de spelar ingen roll"

o du har aldrig aldrig aldrig insett vadfan du gör o kommit tillbaks med en ärlig ursäkt ansikte mot ansikte utan
du svarar bara med o vara arg tillbaka.
jag är ledsen förstår du det?

kanske inte spelar någon roll längre men du är jävligt dålig på o visa att du brytt dig?

And I wanted you so much
Just like I do right now
I wanted us to be the one the poets write their books about
I wanted it to last
I wanted to grow old
But life got in the way


How dare you not remember
How dare you walk away



Denna låt också
 Life got in the way

Glöm allt, lämna kvar det du minns som bra

You used to hold the door for me, now you can't wait to leave
You used to send me flowers if you fuckked up in my dreams
I used to make you laugh with all the silly shit I did
But now you roll your eyes and walk away and shake your head

When the spark has gone, and the candles are out
When the song is done and there's no more sound
Whispers turn to yellin and I'm thinkin

How did we get so mean?
How do we just move on?
How do you feel in the morning when it comes and everything's undone?
Is it cause we wanna be free? Well that's not me
Normally I'm so strong
I just can't wake up on the floor like a thousand times before
Knowing that forever won't be

Always sentimental when I think of how it was
When love was sweet and new and we just couldn't get enough
The shower, it reminds me you'd undress me with your eyes
And now you never touch me and you tell me that you're tired

You know, I get so sad when it all goes bad
And all you think about is all the fun you had
And all those sorries ain't never gonna mean a thing, oh

How did we get so mean?
How do we just move on?
How do you feel in the morning when it comes and everything's undone?
Is it cause we wanna be free? Well that's not me
Normally I'm so strong
I just can't wake up on the floor like a thousand times before
Knowing that forever won't be

Oh, we said some things that we can never take back
It's like a train wreck tryna hit the right track
We opened up the wine and we just let it breathe,
But we shoulda drank it down while it was still sweet
It all goes bad eventually

Now do we stay together cause we're scared to be alone?
We got so used to this abuse, it kind of feels like home
But, my baby, I just really wanna know, oh

Cos if you really wanna be alone
I will throw my hands up cos baby I tried

But I'ma stick around just a little while longer
Just to make sure that you're really sure
You like sleeping alone